Well it's been alittle over a month since i ran pretty good in poker with the $2,200 cash; And the $795 deal as well. So now what have i been able to accomplish since then? Well so far i have managed to kill my roll by playing at limits that i was not beating. I pretty much was able to throw away over $1700 in a matter of a week or so playing $50 sng's.
Well right ow i am pretty much trying to fight my way back to were i once was. The month of May has been pretty dry for me as well. I just can't seem to make anything happend for me. It's really been quite tuff this month and i am becoming ever so slowly upset with myself.
I have however been the victim of this shit they call variance in a lot of the mtt's that i have played. The shit has just gotten to be unfucking real for me; And although i play with positive expectation often than not i have run horrible.
I can blame alot of this on poor bankroll management as well as a need to work on my patience. Often than not i have been playing big pots early or trying to bluff a donkey. I have lost my ability to just lay a hand down;And often than not it comes back to haunt me as well.
Right now i am starting to play smaller sng Mtt's until i see improvement in my play. Right now i am not to happy with the way i have been playing in the tournaments. I just feel like i am forcing alot of shit, and i need to downsize as to try to address this issue as soon as possible.
A big problem that i had earlier this month and the end of the last; Was that i was putting to much of my stack up for big one way draws such as 4 flushes ect. It only took alittle while before my playing buddy quickly put me in my place.
So right now i am just going to play it by ear and keep it tight and see how it goes!
