Bad Connections Bad Play Decisions And Mtt's

Well yesterday and last night have really been a bitch for me. My connection still seems to be fucked up,as well as my transition to moving back home game wise.So far i have not been able to settle in for a few reasons.The very 1st being the problems with my connection;And my lack to make money becuase of this.

Right now i am doing something very much out of my character.And that is playing a $10 9man sng with only $24 on my acct.Along with the fucked connection the $5's are driving me in sane.I am pretty much bored with them and the dsl problem does not help me at all. I am for a very rare time trying to kick start my bankroll. And therefore i will have to play this in somewhat of a passive /aggressive fashion.

This morning i thought that i would try testing the line by simply playing to see if they actualy fixed the problem.So i entered a $4.40 to see how the dsl would hold up;And for the first few levels everything was fine.And of course then it happend.My connection started to go to shit. So after some bitching and fuck this and that's;I shut it down and played on the dial-up upstairs.

We have 4 comps in the house and i have two at my desk,that run on the dsl line.My sister who has a wireless laptop;Is suffering from the same problems as well. It just doesn't seem to bother her as much becuase she aqint playing poker;and losing money becuase of this.

So far today since i have installed filters on both ends;It seems to have fixed the problem.And with god's help in the patience department all should go as planned.I have started my own poker insurance,that should bring in about $10per day and $70 a week atleast.

As i have said before you learn somthing new with every game that you play.And the more i play the more i learn how important the cardz or not.You can really win with anything just as you can expect anything,all according to the situations.Most of the time i lose is becuase i beat myself and im fine with that.And another thing that players don't understand is that;Most of the bad beats you come across are caused by your own play!

And the really fun thing that i am loving is all the moves,and poker formula's that i have learned to create.I even have another idea for my par system as i write this blog entry. I will have the most dominant sng system availible,and i truly feel it will but many $$$$ in my pocket here soon.

As far as my cpu sey up goes i have a few problems as well.For one i will need to purchase 2 sound cards for both computers.And then i will have to buy one power supply and another hard drive for the gateway.And then there's the memory and dual vga video card issues.If everything goes ok i plan on having dual flatscreens as well.

As far as my book goes i have so much real good shit to put in there;Besides what i write here in the blog entries.I will talk about my love for poker and god as well;And all of my personal battles with self esteem/women/drinking ect.I will talk about my family and my father's battle with alcohol addiction and my sisters heart transplant.

I will also speak on patience and disipline;Two things that i don't really have but have learned to adjust too.